Slow Learner

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 I am asking myself, what is it going to take?  I must be a slow learner.  I'm a very slow learner because I seemed to just keep making the same damned mistakes over and over again.  So what is it going to take??  I am learning that there are consequences to my dumb behavior.  So I keep dating men but I seem to jump into these relationship much too quickly.  I do know what I doing wrong but I don't listen!  This last guy who I met on match lived way too far away and I knew it.  He persuaded me that it would all work out, that we could work out the distance issue, so I said, like a dummy, OK.  Bottom line it didn't work out and I am now kicking myself.  I want to start over even though my head is saying take a break already.  

When your head is strongly telling you one thing and you refuse to listen there will be consequences.  I won't go into all of those on here because I already know but just please listen to yourself.  Myself being a faith filled believer believes that the Holy Spirit is the one who has been shouting at me and also protecting me!  Shouting please alter your bad behavior and protecting by giving me second chances!!!  Thank You almighty Spirit all my praise and glory to you!!! 

My pray is that I follow your guidance and stay on the path of righteousness so that I will be blessed to enter the kingdom of our almighty Father!  I pray that all dummys listen to your words and feel your ever loving protection. Amen

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