The Neverending Rollercoaster Of My Life
To my brother and sisters. Please accept my apology for going back to my addiction. Again I took my family for granted. I may never get recovered from this disease. I may and could end up like Paul. Though I am always with Christ. On a good note I am at River ***** Rehab. It is a very strict program. We do treatment 16 hours a day, 6 hours of sleep. Our core philosophy is (Acceptance) you can get kicked out of here for having your shirt untucked or your bed not made. It is mostly for behavior modification. I still won't give up on my recovery. I am very resiliant. I might fail again and again, but we all must continue to support each other. We are all human and this disease could strike any of us, God forbid. If you decide not to have anything to do with me, I will be fine, and I will always pray for you. In Jesus, If you want to write: Right now I'm working on helping me, I have to learn and teach myself to concentrate caring for me, not you and not my brother...