How Do I Keep the Faith When I’m So Damned Angry

 My title Happy New Year with the emphasis on Happy.  I have come to terms with my life and have let go of the notion that in order to be happy in life I would need to have a significant other.  I am finding my happiness within myself by just living my everyday life.  So I have stopped actively looking for a partner/man.  I know this is new and very early on, but just this week I have been out with various group of friends.  Invitations for many different  events, dinners, parties, vacations, brunch with Mass, care giving for grand kids and parents...  I have found life to be very amazing this year.  I believe that there really was a reason for my broke ankle and foot, it slowed me down.  I have been made to look at my life and embrace what comes my way and stop forcing events that are not to be.  I realize this post is kind of like my last one, but what it is is just continuous clarity in my mind.  I know that God has certainl...

 Dear Friends, I have been doing so much soul searching.  My soul searching has led me to embracing single life.  Not giving up dating but giving in.  I am giving in to God's plan not my own.   In my mind I was faced with a decision when Dick died in 2015.  The kids had been raised and out and on their own for a very long time at this point.  My job, my career had been as a full time caregiver to Dick and babysitting the boys full time.  With Dick gone and Evan about ready to start full time school what was I too do.?  I had a very limited resume if any but decided to try a job that I was not cut out for.  I eventually started working a small part time job at church after school child care program.  I then a couple years later, packed and sold my household, bought a small condo and moved to the area where the school was located.  I had decided as well to get on a dating site and had met some one.  Again, in my mind I ...