How Do I Keep the Faith When I’m So Damned Angry

Good morning to all.  I am starting a new trial living situation with and at Albert's place, which is on the other side of town from where I grew up and have bought my condo.  If you are not familiar with the Cincinnati area you probably won't get the significance of the East vs the West.  It's a big deal here.  The rivalry is not a fierce just once side is convinced theirs is the better side to reside. I am not an expert on either side but I have always been a Westsider.  We have consider both locations for all the various reasons over the past few months but the decision is coming down to a few obvious reasons. One being is I live in a condo and he lives in a house.  I packed up my home almost three years ago and minimized my living situation.  Where he on the other hand, enjoys his "stuff" and activities that avails to his life.  I understand and am trying to not only be open to the life and all that goes with it again, but really give this a s...

Well I'm finding that life is just moving along.  I still have not exactly bounced back from losing my part time job at the after school care, well, job that I gave up, but life is still moving right along.  I have really connected with my new area and old friends from the past, we are having fun times.  I still continue to hang out with my Harrison friends which keeps me social.  But the most notable would be my guy of 11 months now.  We spend pretty much of our time together. My children and grand kids have really seem to come around to the idea of me having Albert in my life.  We are just really trying to see if we can merge our lives with being from two different sides of town it is not as easy as it could be. My biggest issue remains finding purpose and this is my own fault that I seem to be stuck in a horrible rut.  I have my parents that I help on occasion when they need me and I still help with the grand boys just no where near as much as I...