Void
Today I am feeling somewhat happy and joyful anticipating my weekend because it is a very busy one but I am also feeling a void. I am heading to the symphony and lunch tomorrow with Jackie and the boys and then out for the evening with my friends Diane and Lloyd. Sunday is Mass and Basketball, Superbowl and even my Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday are all completely busy until I leave for FL on Sunday. But I still have that void that everyone is telling me that "you will be just fine without" and that is having one special person in my life. I have given up on dating now for a month due to my horrible self esteem issues but I feel like this is one void in my life that can only be filled from having a loving man in my life. I love everyone in my life so much but I can just feel in my heart and soul that something is missing.