Been down this Road Before
This feeling is really nothing new, I have been down this road before, numerous times. Some days this can get so overwhelming. I am only talking from my perspective not my husbands because I don't even try to compare what he is living. Dick is having a extremely rough time of it and then so am I. Very difficult to watch the man that you fell in love with 37 years ago to go through a life of just surviving and staying comfortable as possible. This is and yet, is not the man I fell in love with and this is where I struggle. I feel very sad at this time, since he has dementia and Parkinson's along with being quadriplegic, he is living consumed by his body along. So he has no idea of what is going on around him. There is no JOY here in the holidays, he hasn't a clue what is going on or what day it is. So sad and I feel very guilty because I want to live and love life. I feel as I am getting older that time is slipping through my fingers like the old clique, sand slippi...