Who Has The Control??
This post is really much overdue, due to the fact that our house has been turned up side down since December. Since Dick was released from the hospital, he was admitted one more week and has been home since mid December. Along with Dick coming home we have had 24/7 nursing care here. I am finding thinking, much less blogging, in this house almost impossible to do, there is never a quite or alone moment to be had. My challenge, I have pretty much left a lot of myself at the hospital or at home before he first left for the hospital. There are times I feel like a ragging manic, and it seems over the smallest things but my house is not mine anymore. I have nurses who I am telling to turn out lights, clean up after themselves and I feel as though all three of my kids have moved back home. Believe me that would be so much easier since they are my kids!! I can not center myself and find the peace that I long to have, I have lost all control of my daily life, but did I ever really have...